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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20030607 went for chi todae b4 gng for training.and chi was so so boring like i totally didnt learn anithing new.haiz cant wait til chi 'o's are over.but after tt we'll have mani mani mani lessons to go for like bio,geog,e maths and art camp.art camp onli 2 daes 13 to 14.so quite okie la not intensive art.haiz this weekend is gng to b so bad cos of chi.realli hate chi la...so sick of it.and my mom juz came and reminded me to return to my books since mon is my chi 'o's.haiz when will u stop and understand we r not the same as wad u were at ur time.stop boasting to me how hardworking u were and u neednt let ur mom worry about ur studies.i'm juz not wad u were and wat u want me to be get it?i'm doing wad i like now so i wun regret tt i didnt enjoy my life when i could so dun stop me.
todae's the 7th of june which makes it our 2 years 4 mths.time passes realli fast.it didnt seem this long,been thru' mani things and realli thankful that she gave me the strength to pull thru these years.i never had the time to spend with her but she seldom complains.she understands wad i'm going thru and tries to give in to me.realli thankful of that. Bon Jovi-all about lovin you Looking at the pages of my life Faded memories of me and you Mistakes you know I've made a few I took some shots and fell from time to time Baby, you were there to pull me through We've been around the block a time or two I'm gonna lay it on the line Ask me how we've come this far The answer's written in my eyes Chorus: Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time When I look at what my life's been comin' to I'm all about lovin' you I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby We've been to hell and back again Through it all you're always my best friend For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do Tonight I'm gonna find a way Chorus: Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time When I look at what my life's been comin' to I'm all about lovin' you You can take this world away You're everything I am Just read the lines upon my face I'm all about lovin' you Guitar Solo Chorus: Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time When I look at what my life's been comin' to I'm all about lovin' you All about lovin' you s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Saturday, June 07, 2003
20030606 this intensive MT thing is driving me crazy.and i mean realli crazy.y muz they torture us with this shit?dun they understand tt by doing this we already lost that original thinking of studying for our good and recieving knowledge and learning about life.we alwaes read in model compos and pieces of articles saying that studying shouldnt be done aimlessly but to learn from the process and den thats wad truely learning is.but i do not know y the fuck they have to do such contridicting actions and making our life worst (wad life?)?they are so screwed up...y cant they try to listen to us and understand wad exactly we are going thru and den try to make decisions about how our lives should be.
and todae some irritating person showed off her temper on a friend and claimed she wasnt in the wrong but even a blind man could see she was trying to vent her anger.telling ppl to stay off since we dunno wad happened but look who's toking?like u r the 1 rite?like creating trouble in other ppl's life when she totally had no idea wad exactly happen..maybe she tot she knew and perhaps it was from juz 1 person's point of view to the matter?if u r the one tt doesnt noe wad the fuck tt is going on den pls dun come to the picture cos u dont noe wad happen STAY OFF! y is my life like this..some times i realli think life is meaningless...u r born to this life and much money is wasted on bringing u up and u live to do things tt harms urself and others..after all this wasting of effort and money and harm to man kind u die.so the point living?if there werent the existence of human,wouldnt the earth be a nice place?no man made harm to this world wouldnt it be beta?i realli dun understand life.the different personality of ppl makes every1 special but y muz some ppl be so insensitive and crude at words?guess every1 is juz different. .:all my life,i've alwaes taking the easy way out.i would avoid confrontation,and find another beach.but on this day,fear will fade and courage will rise.it's time to stand up and defend my beach.:. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Friday, June 06, 2003
20030604 for a very long time since i've written in a post...veri lazy to write these daes..its like so tiring la.todae was BMW but it was the worst dae ever.it was damn boring like got nth to do at all except for an intensive chi lesson.and cho 'o's is realli near like this coming mon??haiz gng to do badly la...dunno wad made ppl think i'm actualli handling my chi well enough...but i'm realli not.is like they dun understand how badly i'm doing in my other subjects like maths?is like i realli need my chi to pull mi up...or else i'm realli screwed.and when ppl ask how did i do for chi den they will show tt expected face..like those 'oh y bother asking sure gd' kinda look...like wad makes u think it is?do u all noe how dissapointed i am with my marks?i dropped like hell damn alot?!?!and u ppl still think that wae..which makes mi like more relaxed?like as if i am realli gd enough...but i'm not.kinda depressed these daes...maybe i'm realli suffering from..wads tt thing...forgot wads the name of tt illness...izit phytosis?guess tts not the wae to spell is but o well.haiz stressed stressed stressed stressed.... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Wednesday, June 04, 2003
20030602 s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Monday, June 02, 2003
![]() You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You have strong faith in yourself and those around you. A true leader, you are relentless in your persuit. What Matrix Persona Are You? brought to you by Quizilla s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Monday, June 02, 2003
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