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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20030621 came back from chiann huey's b'dae thing so quite exhausted cos i went there straight from training...and training was...how to sae like nt so bad but bad still tt kind.and usm eunice came back to have a look and i realli missed her...dunno y but ya...and her comanding...its like FWAH ahah...miss being a cadet.dun haf to think so much juz plainly come for training enjoy the scoldings and have fun.and our ncos were great.cant imagine life w/o them.so cute those ppl.haha.quite out of place todae in yiqin's hse..like mabes and eds...chiann huey and yiqin...den beast and cheryl frens...den mi...nowhere there?but quite happi she likes my gift =] i think my gift is the cheapest amoungst them...but i guess its the tot that counts rite?=] den todae's not totally a bad dae after all...hahah i like it when ppl appreciates my creation..so...achieving?maybe not tt word but somewhere there...not sure of my emotions..tt's when i try to set my mood..there..there...yea right there...at the corner..tt weird looking thing.ya alwaes cant thinking of wad to put...haiz so tired...too tired to move and hungry..i'll ask my sis to cook for mi..so mean ar..nvm la since she's been nice todae so not asking her to cook..not gng to eat!yea tt's the plan!since i've been gaining alot of weight so...i think its okie nt to eat dinner la rite?gng to slp would help ease my hunger...gng to slp now..ZzZzZzZz s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Saturday, June 21, 2003
20030620 tml is chiann huey's b'day!!!happy b'dae to u happy b'dae to u happy b'dae to chiann huey hapy b'dae to U!!!!haah...tmr's so exciting but i gng for training tml so like quite rush..thinking of nt gng but is like for chiann huey...haiz try to work it out la...part Cs taking test quite a serious thing so kinda hafta go so...guess i'll go la...den i'll b rush rush rush rush rush...but for chiann huey can la hahah see i so nice =P... s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Friday, June 20, 2003
20030618 kinda helped the part Cs with their mutuals but like i think it didnt help them much...but they noe wad they r doing so i'm quite glad abt it.so i'm quite happi todae la.got a msg frm cheryl abt her email to me.actualli if she didnt tell mi tt i still wouldnt noe tt i'm doing so..but as tt dunno how to tok person i didnt noe how to express it to her tt i actualli feel the same wae some times when she n anju like talk together all...haiz complicating matters ya.but i'll try to understand her feelings and kinda juggle btw ret dey all n cheryl all lo...sorry to those i've hurt in anyway and pls forgive me cos i'm like tactless..so sometimes i do things without thinking or not realising much tt is gng on..so sorry ya?i still dunno how to express myself but i think cheryl wld understand rite?
God Bless the USA --->nice song,although i'm nt an american If tomorrow all the things were gone, I'd worked for all my life. And I had to start again, with just my children and my wife. I'd thank my lucky stars, to be livin here today. 'Cause the flag still stands for freedom, and they can’t take that away. And I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free. And I wont forget the ones who died, who gave that right to me. And I gladly stand up, next to you and defend her still today. 'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land, God bless the USA. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee. Across the plains of Texas, From sea to shining sea. From Detroit down to Houston, and New York to L.A. Well there's pride in every American heart, and its time we stand and say. That I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free. And I wont forget the ones who died, who gave that right to me. And I gladly stand up, next to you and defend her still today. 'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land, God bless the USA. And I'm proud to be and American, where at least I know I'm free. And I wont forget the ones who died, who gave that right to me. And I gladly stand up, next to you and defend her still today. 'Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land, God bless the USA. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Wednesday, June 18, 2003
20030617 s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Tuesday, June 17, 2003
nv go out todae...stayed hm watched vcd with my sis and slept..kinda wasted the whole dae though.but i like it.tml we havin' ST with part Cs.quite excited.i wonder if they are.it gng to b at the beach and its gng to be fun i guess?wait...i forgot wad time we suppose to meet..nvn ask retta di or jun la.haven told my mom abt my plans tmr...it wun harm if i tell her later la.dunno wad else to sae...juz hope the part Cs will do well for their spec cos la.but i dun get to congratulate the best cadet this yr like the wad sgy wgy congratulated mi.kinda sad la like got no fun already...alwaes wanted to like have this 'past best cadet congratulating next best cadet thingy'...sgy wgy's congrates made me feel like i did her proud which realli is something tt i alwaes hoped to do.actualli whether or not is mi or charm getting the thing i'm veri happi about it cos i noe if 1 of us gets it,tt will make sgy wgy proud.it doesnt matter who gets it actualli.hope the part Cs would haf this thinking too and not try to compete against each other...i think such things are not meant to b competed amongst theyselves cos tt wld definately harm their relations as a team at some point of time.and tt wld ruin all tt was achieved all this while,so its nt worth it.i never was able to tok to the cadets abt it like face to face cos i'm nt gd at talking so juz hope they get to read this and pls stop the competition amongst urselves and try to aim for a beta goal and work together to achieve it.have fun and wad do u get after all tt competition rite?nth so isnt it beta to juz work together and tt feeling of unity u all will get and definately u all will enjoy it.trust me =]
Rise and Fall - Craig David Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall [x2] I always said that I was gonna make it, Now it's plain for everyone to see, But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners, Just casualties, I know that everything is gonna change, Even the friends I knew before me go, But this dream is the life I've been searching for, Started believing that I was the greatest, My life was never gonna be the same, Cause with the money came a different status, That's when things change, Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own, Blinded by all the pretty girls I see, I'm beginning to lose my integrity Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall I never used to be a troublemaker, Now I don't even wanna please the fans, No autographs, No interviews, No pictures, And less demands, Given advice that was clearly wrong, The type that seems to make me feel so right, But some things you may find can take over your life, Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places, And there's nowhere left for me to turn, Been caught in comprimising situations, I should have learnt, From all those times I didn't walk away, When I knew that it was best to go, Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart, Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall Now I know, I made mistakes, Think I don't care, But you don't realise what this means to me, So let me have, Just one more chance, I'm not the man I used to be, Used to beeeeeeeeeee Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall [x4] s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Tuesday, June 17, 2003
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