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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20041130 will be gng tanning with pl tmr
and i realli cant wait been so long since i've met ut w her she'a been busy with sch and new good frens and now work so finally after all that we're meeting agn b4 sch starts i don't wish to return to sch agn back to lead the loser life i've lead in sch sudd i miss her more than usual when she calls i get excited but act like its not a big thing i want her to think i'm getting on well w/o her but the fact is i'm not really doing fine i guess i still hope she'll ask me back the gd and the bad voices and both telling me to forget her but how is it possible to forget someone u loved the pass 3 years? although it seemed she realli loved me for our last 2 yr or so but after we brk up i knew the truth she din really love me after some incidents that happened after 1 yr it felt really bad i felt like a life buoy that she was holding to when she din haf any choice and then she found someone she fell for but wasn't sure she cld keep her afloat she held on to me still few times i suspected she had feelings for her i felt guilty of not having the faith in her i den din think much of it now that i've know the truth i've been cheated of my feelings and time 2 yrs of loving this person whom regards me as a temp life buoy and lied to me several times she made me realise love is not exactly beautiful those beautiful memories have to be built on lies and nothing else i've been so silly to believe love is beautiful. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Tuesday, November 30, 2004
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