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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20030614 had art camp yest...and came hm todae.was quite exhausting from all the intensive work so came hm took a gd nap and woke up for dinner.wad a pig.i was waiting for her reply to my msg the whole of last nite..but she didnt reply.so msged her agn in to morning finally got a msg from her.i dunno wads with her phone these daes...take damn long to recieve the msg.den now waiting for her reply but haiz still no reply la...so confused about mani things these daes...hate the feeling of confusion...feel empty and cant make decisions.even if i made up my mind on something,cant get myself down to do it.haiz.tired. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Saturday, June 14, 2003
20030612 yay tmr is art camp but we still have bio practical b4 tt...so sad but finally operation POJ is gng to happen,haha cant wait.we played soccer todae at the street soccer court behind the HDBs.was quite fun and hot.but di and ret had to go for the spec cos briefing so we had to leave at 12.30 liddat.but we had fun playing.Jun and mai left 1st...they were trying to b the goal-keeper and jun alwaes kick the ball out of the court and mani times we'll haf to go pick it up.mai was quite a gd goal keeper la..hahha although i kicked the ball into the goal under her legs..hahah.i'm nt veri gd at this soccer thing but had lots of fun.cant wait for tmr...
Somewhere I belong - Linkin park When this began I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused And I'd let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me When all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel Nothing to loose Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face I was confused Looking everwhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind So what am I What do I have but negativity Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me Nothing to loose Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain til its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something Ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong I will never know Myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel Anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away I'll find myself today I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till it's gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something Ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong I wanna heal I wanna feel I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong I wanna heal I wanna feel I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Thursday, June 12, 2003
20030610 geog todae was quite boring cos she went on and on about geog which i didnt understand.but as usual i'll action understand la...so tt she wun scold mi.after geog we went to ret's hse to c her kittens...they r SO SO SO cuuuuuttttteeeee~!hahaha...they are so adorable...tt innocently blue eyes and white fluffy fur...oh so cute.hahha...tmr is bio practical xtra lessons...haiz for like 3 daes???can u believe it..how boring its gng to b..oh well juz haf to live w it and art camp is on fridae..quite looking forward to it...and the operation POJ (those ppl included u noe wad i mean *winkz*) haha...so eggciting!
Angel - amanda perez It's been five months since you went away Left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I asked God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes And I know it might sound crazy But after all that I still love you You wanna come back in my life But now there is something I have to do I have to tell the one that I once adored That they can't have my love no more Cause my heart can't take no more lies And my eyes are all out of cries God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes Now you had me on my knees Begging God please to send you back to me I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep You made me feel like I could not breathe Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch And give you all my love But you took my love for granted Want my lovin' now But you can't have it God God send me an angel From the heavens above Send me an angel to heal my broken heart From being in love 'Cause all I do is cry God send me an angel To wipe the tears from my eyes Oh God, send me (God send me an angel) An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby Send me an angel from the heavens above Send me an angel (God send me an angel) From being in love (send me an angel) Oh God, send me an angel Send me an angel (send me an angel) Ooohhhh.. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Tuesday, June 10, 2003
20030609 did my chi 'o' level paper todae.feeling relaxed now since its over...now back to worrying for maths.i hate maths like hell..but as ppl sae to do well at something u will haf to love it.tts a veri difficult task for mi...wonder how am i gng to do tt...well i'll do the thinking after todae.cos i'm gng to relax todae and slack ard watching tv without any worries of disturbance!yes i'm gng to do tt.
Running - No Doubt Run Running all the time Running to the future With you right by my side Me I'm the one you chose Out of all the people You wanted me the most I'm so sorry that I'm falling Help me up lets keep on running Don't let me fall out of love Running, running As fast as we can I really hope you make it (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running Keep holding my hand It's so we don't get separated Be Be the one I need Be the one I trust most Don't stop inspiring me Sometimes it's hard to keep on running We work so much to keep it going Don't make me want to give up s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Monday, June 09, 2003
20030608 tried to study chi the whole dae but nth is getting up there.quite worried about tmr but i realli cant do anithing.having a chat with cheryl and it realli gave me alot of pressure.veri worried and stressed.tried writing this chi compo about how friends make a big impact on your life.so the very 1st person tt came to my mind was marion.how she was so great as a friend and the departure of her presence.she realli tot me how to treasure every single moment i have with people around me.but i'd rather keep this great friend and be ignorant to this fact of life,den to lose someone so special.i would do anithing to get her back.but right now is too late.
More Than Words - Westlife Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Sunday, June 08, 2003
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