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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20041223 yesterday was like a dream
to see u appear in class never thought i'll ever know you in person i've alwaes been admiring u from afar now i see u sitting right infront of my very eyes how amazing it was to enjoy the view of u although i don't know u juz yet but i hope to know u beta and eventually be ur fren i have further wishes but currently this is enough now that i have a motivation for class i'm so gng for every wed lesson even if tt means i got to wake up earlier than usual s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Thursday, December 23, 2004
20041220 i came back from sch and read the newspaper.read abt this lady that found out abt a tumour at the back of her head thats causing her pain and losing control of her arms."It had made it near impossible for her to speak, as well as difficult to walk and lift her hands." those words made my heart sank. and the thing is despite knowing that she herself is suffering from all the pain she managed to write her book, A Pain in The Neck. she blogged and wrote 11 entries before she left. i read them and thought for awhile abt life. what it actually means to me. like ppl say, you only cherish things ard u when u lose them. life's vulnerable. i realised.
"Learning to live should also mean that you learn to die, that you assume absolute mortality as the basis, and learn to accept it, without expectation of salvation, hope for recovery, or delivery for yourself or for another. The classical philosophical exhortation since Plato: to philosophise is to learn to die..." Jacques Derrida (great philosopher) translated from Dutch s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Monday, December 20, 2004
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