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my shad0w's the only one that walkks beside me; my shall0w heart's the 0nly thingg that's beatingg; s0metimes i wish some0ne out therewill findd me; ` till thenn i walkk alonee.
20030801 haiz wad a dae.i'm supposed to be gloating on someone's pain but truely i'm nt cos i dun feel a thing for these ppl.y shld i be when my feelings are all ignored and hurt to the most?y shld i bother about such ppl tt caused such destruction to my life.waste of my time and effort.all i can sae is i tried wad i can but well i guess when some unreasonable person juz dun think the wae i do.wad can i sae.and the veri obvious thing tt seemed to me is tt some ppl claims to be in gd conditions with you and calls u a fren,but when a slight remark tt i gave is returned by a huge commotion.but when ppl tok abt mi being a bitch and a slut...no words tt could stand up for mi is heard,wads this?friend i see.finally i saw thru' who have been the ones tt stands by me even when i'm wrong or right. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Friday, August 01, 2003
20030731 feeling so farked up with this world.wad has this world gone to be.u cant even have a chat with a normal fren trusting her tt sensitive issues wun b brought up.juz as when i think this world is getting better,well guess not now.cant seem to trust ani1 and dare to tok to ani1 abt my feelings.bitch i am slut i am.i dun care how u think of mi animore.i'm so numb of ur nonsence now.guess this time our frenship's realli over.made some things for frens realli wanted to give u too.but i guess u'll think i'm such a think-skinned person tt tries to b frens w u when u call mi n bitch and a slut.nvm la. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Thursday, July 31, 2003
20030729 today's a total slack dae...like onli 1/2 the class came??den after recess 1/2 of those tt came oso left for EMDD...all the teachers oso didnt come for lessons cos most of them r involved in EMDD.was so bored...every1 discussing abt wad they're wearing tmr..but i haf no idea what.die la i'll juz look slack while others look glam.planning nt to go sch tmr...den after tt go ret's hse..den meet jess den pjez..after tt i'm clueless.maybe meeting the rest of the ppl??dunno la.insensitivity of ppl can be to hurting to the heart..isnt tt agreeable?every1 is sure to haf the insensitivity side of them tt did or still do hurt ppl's feelings...sad but true la. s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Tuesday, July 29, 2003
20030727 went to some fish farms todae...haha quite lame la but is fun...did my lit hw *grinz* but tt's all i did todae..sad but true.shld start on studying for 'o's long ago but being mi i still didnt.dunno when will i start,soon it beta be.every1 planned wad they gng to wear on EMDD already..except mi.like i cant find ani nice things tt looks gd on mi..hard to find such things when i'm liddat..gng to borrow di's top la...its nice but not on mi..but who cares if i look good or not.no1 actualli looks at mi rite?hahah...okie la beta start studying...=| s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me; ``____x Sunday, July 27, 2003
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